Myself, a human being

1. When are you gonna get married ? 2. When are you gonna have baby ? 3. How do you think you can find a groom if you behave so ?  4. When are you gonna lose your weight ? 5. Why are you so lean ? Don't you eat anything ? 6. What are you gonna do afterall, studying so much ? 7. Will you resume your job after your marriage ? 8. So your husband allows you to work ? 9. Don't you know how to cook ? 10. You sure, that you can drive ? 11. How come you wear such short dresses ? 12. You are too tall to find a groom. Aren't you worried ? 13. Why can't you grow your hair long ? 14. Why can't you wear a shawl ? 15. Don't you know how to drape a saree ? 16. To a divorcee : why couldn't you just adjust with him ? Let me know more in the comments. Coz I'm sure it's infinite ! Thank you :)

Something's not well... Not sure how to define my problem, yet something's not working.  I'm managing to look absolutely alright from outside. But I'm sure I'll cry out if someone ask me genuinely, if I'm literally okay.  Being in 20s will be more energetic, vibrant, meeting new people, freedom at its peak and what not ; this is what I thought. Unfortunately, it's not !  I did have the confidence that I'll achieve something in my life. But now, even it started to lack any motivation to do a simple task. At the same time, it starts to feel so useless and unproductive..! No trustworthy friends to share a close bond and there is no place for socializing anymore, duh..! Sometimes when I look around, it feels like people are living their life to the fullest and it's just me being hopeless and clueless about what's happening. It feels like it's just me who's left behind far away. But to be honest, not anyone is living so well. All of us are bei...