Myself, a human being

It's been a while since I've been going through a tough phase in my life. And I'm not yet over it even while I write this. Which means, with a heavy heart and tears in the eyes, I'm writing this... I used to believe that the people I meet will be with me atleast at this very moment, though not for a very long period. But now I realize that it's not true. I wish you all could realize that too.  Have you ever looked at your chat box or contact list and wondered how many people are there, who really know your situation? Ever wished for someone amongst them to turn up for letting all your burdens out ? Ever thought that they're not even giving you atleast half of the time you've given them? I'm sure that you would have had all these questions at some point. The moment when there is no one to hear us like we did; it cannot be forgotten so easily.  Though you help others with good thoughts and good paths to follow, every human would have the moments when they ...

Yes it is !  To visit your friends once in a while, to hang out with them, to go to a nice place for dinner with your partner or for a small drive... for everything, you need money. You need money and not just the mind to explore out when you feel like to.  Even if its not a big one, to give at least a small gift/ surprise on the special days of your loved ones, you need money. You need money to buy a book you like. If you like to sit alone and watch movies and reels, you need cash to recharge the net. If you wanna eat a biryani on the verge of crying, or if you want to order a bucket of chicken during period cramps, you need cash. If you wanna make your parents happy, you'll have to provide them money after a certain age. It doesn't matter if you can sing, if you want to do a cover song, you have to pay the studio. It doesn't matter if you have acting skills, you need bus fare to go for all the auditions. From watching youtube videos to check on the person who liked you ...